Next station....Freemasonry?

[Guest truthseeker007]

I am tired of doing nothing. All the bible promises i ever claimed were never fullfilled. I know i am far from perfect, but i have always followed my conscious. I gave everything up for Jesus. I am tired of repeating this, but the fact remains that i am very lonely, filled with anger and dissapointments. It is not just a personal matter, but also tied to the fate of millions of poor homeless people for which i feel compassion but am not able to change because God will not help me/them. Now i am consistent. This implicitly means that:

1. I cannot take the bible for every word. None of Gods promises were fullfilled after years of begging.

2. I cannot trust God for receiving special powers to change the world.

This keeps me thinking. Maybe this whole idea of good VS evil is just an invention. From now on i ll strive for freedom and the creation of an identity of mankind. Why worship a God that puts people on earth in a living hell. There is no such thing as good or evil. Would it matter if satan or God put me in hell?in both cases i ll end up in hell anyway. Right now, i hate God and his evil policy.

Now i really don t give a damn about my destiny. I know i ll end up in hell anyway. Therefore i think i ll join freemasonry in order to attain my three goals: 1. Create an identity for mankind 2. Freedom for all 3. Basic necessities for every human being.

For instance, If i had the power i would redistribute food from the rich and give it to the poor. God would say that that is stealing. Our God rather wants to see millions of peoples die, than give up one of his own principles, which he hypocritically breaks all the time (for instance with the flood). There is no good and there is no evil. I never thought that i would ever feel so much compassion with those that are lost, maybe they are truly fighting for something honourable, freedom from the tyranny of an evil God. We are only created to bring HIM joy on HIS conditions that rape OUR wellbeing.

[Woody]

Hi Friend.

I pray that God will be with you no matter where you go and what you are doing. Glorify God is all that you do.

Life is hard and very confusing. I pray you will have peace.

Thanks for sharing the latest with us. I always enjoy hearing from you but am sorry for your pain.

Red

[cricket]

I am tired of doing nothing.