Am i doomed?

[Guest truthseeker007]

I suspect that i ve had a lucferian initiation without knowing it in my old days. Is this the reason god won t help me? is it too late?

Satan's deception is that through each successive chakra the occult initiate actually does perceive a shift in consciousness, which to him it seems, is a progressive shift. The occultist now feels his contact and psychic telepathy with the Hierarchy getting stronger. As he continues, the initiate invariably reaches a point of no return. There is no turning back and all those doubts he failed to heed — being the "right" path or not — are finally revealed to him...it's too late. They're his! This is called the Luciferic Initiation.

Texe Marrs put it best when he wrote, "These feelings, voiced by so many who have received a Luciferic Initiation, are significant. They point to two inescapable facts: (1) The initiate recognizes that he is coming into close contact with dark, evil forces, and a spirit of fear engulfs him; and (2) after the initiation, his mind is patently altered. This is what New Agers call the Kundalini or Skaktipat experience, technically termed a Paradigm (World-view) Shift." (Mystery Mark of the New Age, p.39)

[olger]

Satan cannot occupy ground in the heart of a person without their permission. It is true that sometimes parents can dabble in the occult and create issues for their children or grandchildren, yet Jesus the Christ can drive out the enemy and set them free.

You must renounce the enemy.

[BSW]

Matthew 16:18

And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock (Christ Jesus) I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.

do you believe this?

Matthew 28:18

And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth.

do you believe this?

do you feel as job?

Job 3:25

For the thing which I greatly feared is come upon me, and that which I was afraid of is come unto me.

then...

1 Timothy 6:11-12

But thou, O man of God, flee these things; and follow after righteousness, godliness, faith, love, patience, meekness.

Fight the good fight of faith, lay hold on eternal life, whereunto thou art also called, and hast professed a good profession before many witnesses.

Don't dwell on the things that are, dwell on the things that can be.

As long as breath lies in your breast, you cannot CANNOT escape the love of Christ.

Why?

Because greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world.

No need to fear the defeated.

Become a slave to right doing. Get out there and go door to door and find yourself a Bible study. Have fun in righteousness. It is a blast. Win a soul to Christ, then win another. It is just that simple. With the power of the Holy Spirit in you all things are possible.

Another thing you can do is pass out tracts. Even if rejected, look at it as a joy. Why? Because Jesus was hung on a cross and bled and died to see you in His kingdom. So to give in to a loser should not be exceptable!!

Matthew 9:37

Then saith he unto his disciples, The harvest truly is plenteous, but the labourers are few;

.become a disciple.

Peace to you.

[bygjymbo]

I came in close contact with those "dark forces". It started during a long term friendship with a male, and a 1 year love relationship with a female, his ex-girlfriend. I laughed when she told me she was a witch, because I didn't have a clue. I pledged my heart to her. I even did it in writing.

I saw demons...for real. Heck, I had conversations with them. When she was done using me, she threw me away. That's when my familiar spirit moved in. I was hurt and I was lonely and it just showed up one day.

We communicated through feelings. There were times it made me laugh out loud. It would mess with me.

It tried to throw me in a pool. It cured a bad case of indigestion. It would cool me off in the hot Vegas sun. I could feel it hanging off the edge of my bed in mid-air. It had it's own heart-beat.

When this spirit was around, there were things that I could do...paranormal.

At night, I could see "auras" around electrical devices. I could feel what other people were feeling. I could tell when others around me were in touch with the spirit world. I could hear what they were thinking. Several times, I was approached by people that I did not know, and their conversations were about occultic connections. like they were sent to teach me, or convince me, or something. A woman told me that "god sent her" to talk to me. Notice the lower-case "g". Strangers knew things about me that they just should not know.

There were definitely some changes going on inside my mind. This spirit started trying to push it's way in to my consciousness...the part of my brain that gives me my identity. It would zap my brain (pineal gland), over and over and I was getting more and more psychic. I was able to push it away, but it would try again a day or two later. Often it wasn't alone. At night, my bed was like a big demonic party.

I started to pray...

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Something else showed up, and it was different. At first, I held it at arms length. I prayed for "discernment of spirits" 'cause I wasn't sure which one was the real me anymore.

In a short time, I realized that this new Spirit was from God, because of how He acted. Mostly, it was the way He just waited until I was ready for Him. In a state of fear and confusion and desperation, I gave in.

I asked God to close all the doors, break all other-worldly connections. I renounced all my prior commitments, and especially those in writing. They were coerced through lies anyway. I stated that any spiritual connections and soul ties needed to go through Jesus, now and forever. I would fall asleep at night reciting "Jesus is the truth" over and over.

I prayed that God would return my mind and everything else to the perfect way that He had designed it.

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Truthseeker, I spilled my guts to give you an example of a Luciferian attack. To tell the whole story would take a month, but from my experience, what you've written is mostly true.

Except that Satan is a liar. He left an important part out. There is ALWAYS a way back, if you want it. His name is Jesus.

[Gail]

Truthseeker, God may have brought this to your attention so that you can bring it to Him on the altar of sacrifice and be healed.

As powerful as Satan is, He and His minions tremble when in the presence of the Almighty.

Lift up your prayer to God for freedom. Jesus came to this earth to set the captives free. If you are in bondage in ANY way, you qualify for freedom through Jesus Christ.

Do not be surprised if one by one, God will bring to light other stumblingblocks that keep us separated from Him. As He does, do NOT be discouraged but bring them to the Lord. There will be much weeping, but the healing and freedom is WAY more joyful!

God wishes for you only peace and joy. No matter what the mistakes were that we did when in a lost and blind state, God is willing to forgive and heal.

Thank you for sharing! I will continue to pray for you!

[Woody]

God Bless you Truthseeker ...

[Guest truthseeker007]

Although i am quite full of hate and frustration, i want to thank you all very much for your kindness. It s not that i miss the old occult days, but they totally messed my mind up. In the occult days i had telepathic powers so i wouldn t have to talk very much. Now i feel lonely, but i am way more happy now. I ve found peace. The more occult i got, after astral projections and all other kind of stuff that the church of lucifer is propagating, the more i started to become scared and thought that there was no way out. I think they somehow changed my mind forever, i am just not totally human anymore, but i am more human now then before. I used to hate all people and consider my body as some stupid vehicle etc. I am glad i am not like that anymore. Somehow, i also wanted all of humanity to suffer and die, i don t know why.

I ve asked myself the question, why does satan want to sacrifice people. Jesus was sacrificed for our sins, he received the anger we should receive, maybe the devil wants to unleash his anger toward every human being as his sacrifice, for some of us will replace him and his angels. I don t know.

Anyway i am still struggling and trying to live day by day, sometimes i ve got some better days, some days are really bad. Anyway, soon my first semester has ended and the next semester i have only two courses. SO soon i ll start writing my book, it s a gift to God, whatever happens with that book is in his hands. IF he likes it and want everybody to read it, he ll spread the book, if he doesn t like it, well then it s a flop but at least i ve done everything i could possibly do. I don t expect to live long after the publication of my book since i am going to try to describe all of the occult ties as good as possible, including trying to expose for instance, Berlusconi, once a member of the p2 lodge and many many others.

Anyway, it has to be my personal masterpiece. It s like a kid makes a drawing for his parents, in the same way i am writing a book for God. I have to be scientific so i won t use any other source than the bible as the ultimate truth.

Anyway i need some prayers, i have made my first version of my BS homework, or whatever it s called. It s about the ways in which multinationals are able to create a stable democracy. I am afraid it s not good enough since i didn t spend much time writing it, so please pray that my presentation will be good enough...

Bygjimbo, i know what you are talking about. I was young, naive and longing for some sign of God. When that didn t happen i started to experience new age and then the things started happen. The devil uses the same tricks over and over again. On the site of the church of lucifer, which has ancient roots in Greece there is a list of tricks, a lot of em i ve experienced myself;

Luciferian magic directly correlates to Luciferianism, the two are not seperate facets, instead they are two parts of the greater whole. The facets of Luciferianism and Luciferian magic are (In no specific order):

* Divination Luciferi (Numerology)

* Communion with Lucifer

* Awakening of the higher self

* Ritual magic (religious)

* Ritual magic (Other)

* Communion with the protector spirit

* The divine spark

* The attributes

* The four corners of evocation

* Sigil work

* Astral work

* Dream work

* Energy work

Anyway, you become a slave, once you try to step out, if you don t get any help, they ll destroy your mind with their energy. They use invisible energy, so they also try to get people into group meditations to create some network of energy and use that energy.

In my search for truth, sometimes i was just living in clouds of darkness, like something wanted to prevent me to all costs to know the truth. But now i am still not sure about the ellen white thing, but as long as i stick with the bible i believe it s ok.

Although the COL states:

"We do not give out member names, information or statistics regarding membership numbers publically or privately. As previously stated, quite a few of our members are high profile and their anonymity must be ensured to retain both their financial and social welfare. Celebrities, politicians and other individuals in a high profile profession, must have their memberships kept absolutely confidential to ensure their continued livelyhood."

There is enough information out there to confirm some of these luciferians. Anyway, i just wanted to say, that the difference between me and you is that i am focusing on bad stuff. I think it s necessary so i can succeed in my job, but if i would be in your position i would also be more relaxt. We all have a different past and that determines what we do.

[Gail]

Truthseeker, Ellen White said much about Satan using energy and how he affects people's minds. Many of today's alternative healing practises base their effectiveness on involving energy within us.

If you would permit me to counsel you on this book you will write, let me ask you to lift up to God every avenue of the occult that you have been part of, one by one as they come to your mind, and renounce them (out loud), as olger has suggested. Ask the Lord for victory over Satan in EVERY point that is brought to your mind. And hang on- persevere!

If you have thoughts such as that you've gone too far and can not be forgiven, don't listen to them! As long as you seek the Lord, and seek His shelter and are willing to forsake evil, HE WILL BE YOUR SHELTER and STRENGTH.

Human sacrifice is the name of the game with Satan. His ways always lead to suffering and death. He did not stop with us but killed even the Son of God on the Cross.

Satan knows he is a defeated foe and like hateful humans, will try to pull as many down with him as he can. That is just the nature of misery. It is not a surprise.

Many hugs to you as you continue on! Please continue to seek help in your life journey, whether in friendship, in spiritual counsel or prayer, or physical or medical help. I don't know what your needs are day by day, but God knows.