Why i should die

[Guest truthseeker007]

You know, suicide has become an easy option for me now thanks to the bible. Doesn t the bible teach to hate ourselves? We are all guilty sinners who deserve to die right? So why shouldn t i help God a little bit? In fact every alcoholic, drug-addict and every other people who is destroying him/herself might be somehow very close to God. After all God wants us to die and can barely stand us, so if we help him a little bit with that maybe his thirst for revenge will somehow become a little less. This makes it all very easy for me now to commit suicide. It is God his will, it is my will, so i don t see any contradiction here. Praise the Lord!

[Woody]

HI TS. I would like to suggest that if you want to die ... die to self.

And become ...

His

[Guest truthseeker007]

I know it s necessary to die inside. But that requires faith. I have been programmed to be faithless in school. No matter what kind of evidence i get presented, i can t find an explanation why there ar so many hominids. All kinds of shapes and sizes. DIdn t we all descent from Adam and Eve? Then how come there are so many huge differences in Neanderthalers and other kind of human beings? This couldn t be a variation of the same species, could it? I don t know, all i know is that i am programmed to believe in evolution and atheism, and i am not strong enough to break free, no matter what kind of info i get presented. But IF there is a God, he hates me so much, that it is in the interest of us both that i die..

[phkrause]

TS God does not want anyone to die. Like dgrimm has mentioned, God wants us to die to self and allow Jesus to come into our lives each and every day. Suicide like you are talking about I believe is breaking the 6th commandment, "Thou shalt not murder". If you do anything today remember what Jesus did for each of us on this weekend many years ago. He died for each one of us, showing us that he doesn't want us to die.

pk

[Guest truthseeker007]

Thanks Dgrimm for your prayers. I am sorry for coming here saying all those negative things. I don t want to undermine faith in Christ, in fact i truly believe in Christ. But today i ve picked out some books from EGW online to order, and i only had to click the mouse once and the transaction was finished. But then those Hominids popped inside my brain and i canceld the order. No matter what i do, every time i want to get closer to christ, then those programmed brains of me say i shouldn t do that. I am fighting against myself.

[Joe_in_RP]

My fiend who has struggled with suicide thoughts for many years has told me suicide is selfishness.

He says, we think a psychiatrist can't help me so I am putting myself above the doctor. God can't help me, so in reality I am putting myself above God.

He recommends the book I used to be perfect by George Knight.

[phkrause]

Never say your sorry about coming here and saying what's on your mind. That's what where here for TS. So don't feel bad about coming and talking with us.

pk

[Woody]

Always glad to see you post TS. If you don't post .... then it worries me. I only wish that more people were as transparent as you are. God Bless and keep you.

[True-believer]

But IF there is a God, he hates me so much, that it is in the interest of us both that i die..

Truthseeker007, God doesn't hate you, in fact God loves you, in fact God is love...

Remember John 3:16 says...

For God so LOVED you--truthseeker007, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should NOT perish, but instead truthseek007, that you should have everlasting life.

That is God's wonderful promise to you truthseek007... so please, i'm begging, get those thoughts of suicide out of your head, out of your mind, your heart, and focus only on Jesus Christ your Lord and you Savior.