Satanic attacks- in my first year as an adventist

[Femster]

Let em say they ahve not been easy.

1) i breed animals. suffice to say i lost 7 to dogs and 7 to a worm/parasite. hard when they are babies in the paddock and they just drop dead. some irreplaceable bloodlines.

2) sold a car, which i then got accused of lying about. tongiht i was accused by the man who bought it of seeling a write off. it wasnt. Told him the car had problems- which it did- and it wwas half the price for the car. AND got accused of lying over it!

3) my depression which has been resident since i was 15, has flared bigtime. i was 44 recently. i have chronic back pain and can either take my pain meds OR my antidepressants- not both as they tend to interact.

4) Struggling with my new studies in a completely different field.

5) Had a car accident on the aniversary of my baptism- on my waty to church on Sabbath no less- less than 3klms from home. Car not a writ off- only 3 weeks old- but i wasnt happy- and had whiplash which is now slowly freeing up.( i hit an animal and was more upset i killed it tha the damage to my car).

6) have been terribly badly affected by cases of animal cruelty lately, to the point of crying my eyes out and my depression getting wors.e kNowing i cant save every animal in a pound or from cruelty breaks my heart.

I asked my pastor would Satan use animal nd my love for them to get to me, and he aid YES.

An aside- even to this day, some day si pray God will let me die overnight as i am tired of having derpession, tired of fighting it, but also cannot let go and let it take me over.

MY Pastor said at my baptism that it would get worse. That Satan would throw eveything at me. And some times i havent read my bible like i should have and been very tired at night. I do try and think, but i know thats not good. ANd when iw ent back to try to read the bible, all these things started up again.

SO I know I am under Satanic attack. I am upset that i am the nonly Adventist and my family doesnt believe- my son came a few times but hasnt again. he is nearly 15.

I though God wanted me to give up on my animals- btu i did one night, slept well, but it didnt feel right. Prayed the nest night that if that was from Satan, then irejected it and that night i would have nightmares to confirm it. You guessed it. I had them!

I asked the nest night if it was true that God wanted me to stay with my animals- then i woudl have happy or preaceful dreams- ok they weren't chritian style dreams but they made me smile and be happy for a short while.

So lots on my plate.....

BUT does it ever get any better, i dont want to fall away form God, in fact i pray that if it looks like i am going to, then He take me before i do, as i dont want to go there.

Thre is something else that happened before i became an adventist but its something not best discussed on a public forum.

SO prayers woudl be apprecited. And if anyone has any messages for me from the Bible, it would be most greatfully appreciated.

Love and God's Blessings to all.

[Naomi]

So very sorry you have had all of these things happen to you. Becoming a SDA Christian, or any Christian does not give you an easy life. And, sometimes things happen in groups, or a specific time-frame. Jesus certainly didn't have it easy ... I would no want to endure what He and His disciples had to face.

Yes, I will pray for you and know that if you keep your faith and stay the course you will find that in the end you will receive many blessings. Courage brother.

[Gail]

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I am so sorry to hear of your trials! I am not sure how to help or encourage you except to extend a hand of friendship across the miles. And we can certainly do that here

((( Femster )))

The other thing I can do is pray for you and add you to my prayer journal so that I can provide CONTINUAL prayer on your behalf. If you are being attacked by Satan (we all have a turn) we can do that for you. He hates the name of Jesus, in whom we trust.

I will pray for your depression and your spiritual oppression. If there is more, feel free to ask!

[JoeMo]

Femster, a prayer for you:

Father God; in the name of Your Son Jesus, we command that satan and his minions break of their attack on Femster. Father, Jesus has already won the war; and satan has no call on any of Your children. We declare Femster to be Your son, by his baptism and Your grace. Femster is NOT an orphan subject to attack by the enemy - he is Your son, and Jesus is his Savior and elder Brother. Protect Him like a Father protects His children. Again, in the name of Jesus, we declare NO MORE ATTACKS ON FEMSTER!! Show Femster your love and protection by replacing his depression with peace and joy; and replacing His nightmares with dreams of happiness and joy!

Thank you for hearing our prayers, Father! We love you! In Jesus Name, AMEN!

You just see if God doesn't throw His banner of love and protection over you tonight! Pray this prayer (or something like it) whenever you feel satan's attacks. Don't believe the devil! You are God's property, not the devil's!

There are at least 3 people here praying for you right now, Femster. I am confident more will do so. Be blessed,

JoeMo

[phkrause]

Will keep you on our pray list.

[Femster]

This depression and anxiety of mine is cooming back again in droves- when i think i am making progress with it, these bad thoughts, failure, stress, not feeling loved, keep coming back.

I am sure that depression is a satanic attack of the highest level. As in bordering on possesson, but thats my thought, and that makes me even more sad that i could be on the verge of it.

I have felt all of your prayers most definately. Just wish i wasnt on the other side of the Pacific Ocean so i could give you all a hug....so a Cyber Hug will just have to do!

SO if more prayers could be sent my way, to rid myself once and for all of this demon called Depression, the thing that has plagues me since i was 15 ( i have just turned 44) and help me to not fall to its vice like grip again, it would be appreciated.

Dont want to go on the meds again, they disagree with my painkillers.

Maybe its time for me to ask my Pastor to ask for a healing service/hands on prayer- enough is enough!

Love to all

[JoeMo]

Dear Femster,

May our loving Father shower you in a continuous outpouring of His love! I imagine you standing beneath a waterfall of Living Water; washing away all demonic harassment.

You are a Christian, correct? satan has no claim over you! You are covered by the righteous robe of Christ - washed clean by His blood! In Jesus' Name, all curses, condemnation, and guilt is broken! You are a daughter of the King of the universe! When the evil one comes to discourage you, shout to him out loud "you have no claim over me satan! By the power and authority given to me as a Daughter of God, in the Name of Jesus Christ, LEAVE NOW!" Then sing the happiest praise song you know. When negative thoughts creep in, think another thought. Think of your inheritance as God's daughter. Your sins are gone; your chains are broken; your salvation and eternal life is assured. No one can take that away from you!

I will continue to pray for you, sister!

God's Blessing and protection be Upon You,

JoeMo

[LifeHiscost]

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i dont want to fall away form God, in fact i pray that if it looks like i am going to, then He take me before i do, as i dont want to go there.

I'm assuming from your profile and posts you are a sister in the family of God. However these are not restricted to gender.

There are a number of God's thoughts that come to mind when the devil comes acalling on me. You can pick and choose but I like to accept them all. And this is not exhausting them, just all I have time to bring right now.

"No longer do I call you servants, for a servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all things that I heard from My Father I have made known to you." John 15:15 NKJV

"Let your conduct be without covetousness; be content with such things as you have. For He Himself has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”"

Hebrews 13:5 NKJV

"And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."Romans 8:28 KJV

"“My Father has entrusted everything to me. No one truly knows the Son except the Father, and no one truly knows the Father except the Son and those to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.”"Matthew 11:27 NLT

"“Look! I stand at the door and knock. If you hear my voice and open the door, I will come in, and we will share a meal together as friends."Revelation 3:20 NLT

" Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. [i will ease and relieve and refresh your souls.]

Take My yoke upon you and learn of Me, for I am gentle (meek) and humble (lowly) in heart, and you will find rest (relief and ease and refreshment and recreation and blessed quiet) for your souls. " Matthew 11:27-29 AMP parenthesis their's LHC

God blesses!

[Gail]

Femster, there are many things that can cause or contribute towards depression. A visit with your doctor may be in order, too.

Come here as often as you need for prayer and cyber hugs! We will keep you in continual prayer :)

[Simplysaved]

May God give you strength to endure...and you PRAISE HIM straight to your breakthrough!!!!

[LifeHiscost]

God blesses!

[phkrause]

Love that show, especially the previous speakers, have not as of yet heard this new pastor speak.

[Femster]

well,some prayers may have been answered. AS you know we have taken a major hit in the alpaca department this year- losing 15 in total.

I shouldnt look for more animals but i do.....

I am already paying one girl off, but went for a look- and have found a girl with fleece stats to be very proud of- a bargain coz her tail got injured at birth so she isnt showable.

My dream has always been to have what we call the BIG 6 males imported into australia in one animal.

I have the descendants of 5 of these 6 males in my herd.

This girl, called Soprano, i have the opportunity to mate to a grandson ( there are 2 of them) of the one I am missing.

I am just praying that, if God desires it, i can get this girl into my program. I said i wouldnt get out of the industry until i had achieved this, and this purchase plus mating brings it one step closer.....

i am very much a budget breeder who gets good results. I seem to upset big breeders who spend hundreds of thousands on animals- that i get good results!

[Gail]

I praise God for the answers you have received! Write those down for future down times so that you can have patience if you are called to wait

I do hope that circumstances will turn around soon

[Gordon1]

Sell.