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 golly

how left i must look

Gay for one and still thrilled  to be One and   survived AIDS from all sides as a younger adult man 

listened to sda gossip since a child how they all really feel about each other in many small churches 

and not im currently  in good standing

 o me o my

 

see

truth to be told

as an artist i thought i was going blind in the summer 2018

and became very photosensitive where all light burn my eyes like tiny hot pokers

strong yellowed blue blockers  with b cap n brim to go outside

docs had no idea

then all electric devices burned the soft  tissue  in my face nostril and gums if mouth ipen

microwaves ..old wall phones (we live in forest mountain side with no cell phones still)

no books no drawings no music ..flashlight on paper hurt my eyes..even dim

 

just me sitting alone in the dark hourly 

woe is me

o sure if i put on a very dark dark lens over  my blueblockers over my reading/puter glasses and sit far from darkest calibration puter screan and frequently close my eyes i can draw another glamour girl ..like my mother envisioned (rip)

another day in blacked out  house well here I AM trying to take my eyes off my misery and focus on others misery and pray for others too somehow give this  nother miserable
chat with God   endless circles and  ..Now everything Stopped

no angel visit no religious music

no JW literature or visit from church dear

just Silence and a happy joyous  peaceful soothing lovely voice

"we dont have to talk like we always do ..lets just sit here and be silent"

and instantly felt Safe n Understood

gee i never felt safe or understood

..

umm what did i just experienced?

on every bottom of my post declarations that ive been vibing with and sang love songs to me all my life 

just dripped heverly like never before

and this past year my brain  ive been drowning in oil

bathed in sea water

gush...

politics has no place here (my irony again)

in Sanctuary of my heart where Jesus and I sit

using my voice and eyes and rose coloured glasses of a deepening forgiveness

(thats wear true wisdom springs from)

o my Lrd is right

all the sanctification  path opening moment by moment

the sda church everywhere i look so far has never been light

building ... home.. SDA internet sights fb ..podcasts? (hmmm)..Ted ..err Danny ..ugh Doug

so dark

it makes people think theyare over you to decide your  religious path  a narcasistic embedded in heart ..not Jesus Christ!

the fruitness of dead n dying  and non in a good way

their marching orders if course is seen that way

you see?

but anyhoo

ALL  yes all are SOLID GOLD   ..and as St Anne Frank declares "all peoples are good"

God is so adoring of us 

 

 

the simple first basic light that shines in the heart*CONVERSION.. and perhaps seen the eyes

is seeing ..gazing ..beholding Jesus on and in OTHERS Faces

its not a scripture to point and say oink unless  blessed (blazes in gold and drop deep of what wonderous love)

its not a water baptism or promise to God or pledge ...

its not good standing  or service to others (thats the fruit that doesnt gossip n become resentful)

no judgement no law no bs

just beautiful souls is all the converted see 

no obligation no missionary put ons

a love so enshrined it regenerates  cells ..Jesus did those things much faster for others and self

ahhmazing

it can make a Moses glow ..spending endless  days n nights  dancing together

Jesus did those things much faster

thank God

in every single way

rather slowly for slow individuals

Jesus was given gifts by mystics  to start things right

they actually fell in love with Him in others faces long before they saw the Face

then even more so after ..my goodness 

a love so startling it can make you fall back and surrender to everything He shows all of us 

i surrender all 

... politics are an entering place here 

a re introduction of me ... ugh

ever so gay n left enough

and  a look what god did for me and anyone thats sees what i see in the heavens n earth

is the THRUST of my post and everywhere you see

is about SANCTUARY

 J E S U S

every party has turned him away

Marrianne knows and speaks to it

she ran for prez and danced before the Lord 

dont worry i wont run for position like her

i will scream to masked  faces instead

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWnkVimnJos

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

For all Eternity God waited in anticipation for  You  to show up to give You a Message - YOUR INCLUDED !!! { a merry dance }?️‍?

" If you tarry 'til you're better
You will never come at all "   .. "I Will Rise" by the late great saved  Glen Campbell

If your picture of God is starting to feel too good to be true, you're starting to move in the right direction. :candle:

  

"My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite."

Romeo and Juliet

 

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all it is seeing who won

and declaring no matter how it received

i still press on 

 

maybe next topic to be identified  with by love songs 

a separate space than icky politics 

no boogy men or women will be identified in songs hopefully

just JESUS and me in bosom 

and you?

its your choice of choices 

 

 

For all Eternity God waited in anticipation for  You  to show up to give You a Message - YOUR INCLUDED !!! { a merry dance }?️‍?

" If you tarry 'til you're better
You will never come at all "   .. "I Will Rise" by the late great saved  Glen Campbell

If your picture of God is starting to feel too good to be true, you're starting to move in the right direction. :candle:

  

"My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite."

Romeo and Juliet

 

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i was so excited when  Marianne was coming in The View and crestfallen seeing how they treated a beautiful truthteller

this year in session 2024 is beautifully draped Ladies with Billiard n brandy snifters  Fashiony style self congratulations like captains of industry. Judgy looking Down

going Down like the titanic too

ugh

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-cE0lLI3K4

 

 

 

For all Eternity God waited in anticipation for  You  to show up to give You a Message - YOUR INCLUDED !!! { a merry dance }?️‍?

" If you tarry 'til you're better
You will never come at all "   .. "I Will Rise" by the late great saved  Glen Campbell

If your picture of God is starting to feel too good to be true, you're starting to move in the right direction. :candle:

  

"My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite."

Romeo and Juliet

 

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God Blessed

Forgiveness over fear 

our freedom of CHOICE ..use it wisely with wild abandon ?

 

For all Eternity God waited in anticipation for  You  to show up to give You a Message - YOUR INCLUDED !!! { a merry dance }?️‍?

" If you tarry 'til you're better
You will never come at all "   .. "I Will Rise" by the late great saved  Glen Campbell

If your picture of God is starting to feel too good to be true, you're starting to move in the right direction. :candle:

  

"My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite."

Romeo and Juliet

 

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