I consider certain people here in CA to be friends. But, my primary reason for being here is not for socialization.
My primary reason is ministry. I consider CA to be ministry. I am here because I believe that I am doing ministry by being here.
If I ever come to think that I cannot do ministry here I will leave. I once did and for three (3) years. I do not blame anyone. I do not point the finger. But, I came to the place where I recognized that internal stuff going on within me resulted in potential spiritual harm to me and on that basis I could not continue to do ministry here. So, I left, and I take full, 100%, responsibility for that. No other person was at fault.
I have come back, because in part I have gotten myself back in order in a manner that I do not presently consider CA to be of potential spiritual harm to me.
So, that is me and where I am at this point in time.
Presently I have left another forum due to the fact that I came to believe that I could no longer do ministry there. I do not fault people there. I have a high deal of respect for the person who owns that forum. I have welcomed here to CA an individual from that forum who played a part in my leaving. I do not hold any antagonism against that person. I wish the owner of that forum well in his efforts, which I respect.